30 Days

Thirty more days to spend in my thirties God willing!! I've never been so excited to enter a different decade. My twenties found me burnt out from too much teen partying. My thirties were spent full of anxiety and fear; enough trouble to worry my Mother. My forties will be so different with God by my side. My mind restored, my broken heart and spirit mended, my sense of its too late lifted because now I know that lifes worth living. That I deserve the best and there is enough room for everyone to experience success. True I'm embarking on an empty nest, but that just gives me a new lease on life. I can follow my dreams; acting lessons or maybe the piano. I can work where I love and not just follow a paycheck. I can travel when I like or write when I want. I have to thank my therapist who challenge my pessimistic words of gloom about forty being close to the end with one question..."what will you do with the next forty?" I could continue as the walking dead or I could just live!!!