Dead Inside

I took that final step today and picked up my own hammer pounding the final nail in the coffin. I LET IT GO...no longer serving as a septic tank allowing all of the toxic energy to be poured into me. I clearly understand that the goal was to come steal, kill and destroy. I spent too much time on the ground that you became accustom to walking all over me. Surprised us both when your feet you could wipe no more; the doormat gone. If what's important to you hurts me; apart of my life you can no longer be. Deciding that my peace and joy held a higher value than the number of years. Friends we cannot be, for me I had to let it die inside.  


People don't have to die in the physical, to be dead to you. No hard feelings, just no feelings at all.