Talk too Much

When you've decided to grow but those around you still operate with a closed-mind the frustration can lead to overtalking the issues in hopes that something you say will trigger them to see. How easy I strayed off track today as an unwanted situation was coming to an end. My only response should have been great can I help you with that bag, but instead I attempted to discuss selfish and rude actions with a person that has tunnel vision. What I learned about me is if people have watched you forgive someone over and over and they too are a user they begin to manipulate the circumstances knowing that you will forgive them to. This may seem cruel, but I'm done making new friends, my circle is good and it is way to exhausting to deal with someone else's moods. I don't have the energy or time to babysit someone else's feelings. I have my own issues to contend with. If I don't already call you friend, associate is as far as we can go. All that extra talking is just too much.