The Flow

I almost feel like a rapper that is caught up in the perfect beat, the head begins to bob and then the lyrics just seem to flow. I find myself in a zone, a different state of mind pure happiness that can't be touched, this is what comes with going with the flow. I have almost been stranded on my own personal island, stuck in the house since yesterday evening when I realized my bank card was no longer working. Not having access to my own money would normally bring out the worst in me since I have a serious problem relinquishing control, but instead I just went with the flow and the happiness that eluded me made my company pleasant to even me. It seems that with my new found friend "my joy" and her companions strength and courage it appears that life is closer to being lived stress free, since there is happiness in just going with the flow and living in the moment.

Even now losing the blog I wrote prior to this (same content) but I was so happy with the last one and I cannot duplicate it because I type as the words come to me, but the old me would be fuming and this it is what it is me, is like okay just do it again. I have to smile at myself, had no clue how far I could grow!!!