Roll with the punches

I had a life changing appointment today and I missed it. Yeah Damn...I can say that and exhale right now, but earlier today complete strangers were trying to give me mouth to mouth as they watched me die what felt like a million deaths. Well missing this appointment just forced me to change my life manually, self adjustments are many times extremely difficult, but once you check the panic that is clutching your throat and oxygen resumes its flow to the thinking muscle you just scramble the plan and begin again. A set back, maybe? Divine order probably. Whatever the ill fated reason today didn't happen more than likely is a continued lesson on releasing control. I just have to roll with the punches, somedays I will take some licks but others I will delivery a mighty blow. I got my butt kicked today but I live to fight again tomorrow.