Insecurities

I can tell that I had another amazing session today because I left mentally exhausted, but craving more!!! This  is always a great sign, especially when I am functioning off less than three hours of sleep and dreaded having to come face to face with my insecurities, they are worse than demons. At least demons have this dark heroic power. Insecurities are nothing more than you voluntarily surrendering your power to something or someone else and letting them or it paralyze you in the shadow of fear. Astounded by how a simple Is it or Do you forces you to listen to your own words. Speaking it out loud is already half the battle, but playing it back to yourself, well now that is progress!!!  The moment you recognize that you are no longer standing still in the mouse trap, but actually moving through the maze. Step by step you begin to see the bigger picture knowing if you keep letting the wheels turn that all of these insecurities obstructing your true view will turn out to be a non-_____ _______ factor!!!!