Middle Earth

I'm a bit moody today, stuck in this middle earth. Not looking back but can't move foward. I have the desire to date not necessarily a relationship, but missing being the top of the morning thought. The continuous text throughout the day, lol smiley face. The I can't wait to see your face or hear your voice. I miss making plans or enjoying a Friday night drink. I'm stuck in this middle earth, free but not single. A piece of paper lodged between my past and my future. I can't say that I need love, but some serious LIKE would be nice. This is a two way middle earth can't look back, but not moving forward. Not ready for a man, but not trying to be a jump off. Maybe someone nice that would like to hold hands, look in my eyes and just talk. Definitely someone that wants to invest in first being my friend, but someone that wants to INVEST...that I don't have to wonder if he is interested because it shows. You know he cooks and I will rub his back. I will play his video game if I get to pick the movie. I don't have to worry about being sent to voicemail because he calls. A companion I guess that understands that while temporarily stuck in this middle earth, I'm not living in my past.