But God

Some of my Christians might be appalled by my next statement, but somedays I just can't handle another but God phrase. It doesn't mean I believe any less, but I'd dare to say that God understands when we get a bit upset at even him. When we are living right, good at heart with no foul intentions and still we find our feet sinking in a pile of crap. Somedays I can't take anymore "You can do it speeches." I don't want to hear how strong, brave or proud. My big girl undies have a hole and all my energy is leaking out. I'm looking at it like this. At one point it was second by second and now I can manage several days, but don't bagger me into the pull yourself up talk if by day four I'm completely exhausted from making it through days 1-3. Even more I need another story than JOB . I'm tired of long days of suffering; yes today I'd like that quick fix or maybe just some release that let's me know that God is even paying attention to all the hard times I've overcome. So if we must say But God, can you tell him I need a break.