Before God

You make a list, you check it twice and then old father time starts to play with your mind. Reminding you that you've been alone for far too long, that chances are you will need to get a cat. Check out some retirement homes, learn to play bridge and bingo...I - 29!!!! In an effort to beat the clock you revise the list, now it includes an "if I must column" relabeling unacceptable to oh its just a minor compromise. Knowing good and well that's a major deal breaker. Now you find that you've settled out of fear for a life of misery. This sensitive area has you dodging God. Did you even stop to pray? Probably not or maybe just a drive by dear father make it all better since I've made this mess. Subconsciously you know that you've gotten before God, now what must you do, break those vows accepting that you were never truly united since you failed to consult God. A life apart because you never equally walk. How can you expect a blessing when you didn't put God first .