Lord I can't reach...

Where do you go when you can't reach for God? I'm reading the scriptures, accepting the prayers even crying out Lord help me find a way. I know you're near and I understand that you will never forsake me. I get that you don't violate my will and I've accepted you in my life, but my arms are too short right now, I can't reach. My tongue tied prayers unclear, mind cloudy. My heart Lord I'm trying to keep open and soft. I'm talking but I hear nothing except the loud noise in my head. I know they say you don't take us to it if you can't bring us through it. I don't even understand why I've reached this low, but I need you to know that I still believe.