Saving my blog...

Yesterday I posted early in the day about not writing until I could refocus and then as I was brainstorming it hit me that currently pain is my emotion, but healing is the lesson, so I made all of these subcategories for future post on what for now will be labeled the healing series, subject to change. It has no end date at this moment because as I gathered my thoughts the pain extends far beyond my current catastrophe, so I will dig deep to expose the root cause. And to ensure my suffering is not in vain I will share my lesson and growth. I would love some Q & A, of course feedback and personal experiences are always welcome. I just know that for years my book has been on pause because I refuse to tell a victims story, well the same with my blog. Yes I will always keep it raw because truth only comes from that which is wide open, but I owe all of us so much more than just another sad love song. We need to learn how to progressively turn the dial until we catch an upbeat tune. My daily devotion from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young instructed me to "stop trying to work things out before their time", so me pushing my blog away until I could push the pain away was my way of trying to fast forward the hurt, which is dangerous because if I skip through it too fast I might make two huge mistakes, one go back or two try to pick again and end up with a carbon copy. Instead I will find comfort in today's scripture (Ecclesiates 3:1 To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven.) This is my trying time, my season of pain for it is only during the trial that I really grow. Thank you Cara I didn't think I could love another bible since I've had mines for 21 years, but I absolutely love my new bible!!!!